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by Morgan Osman April 25, 2020 167 Comments

Welcome to the most beautiful city in America! Besides New York, of course. Los Angeles is such a glamorous, magical yet seriously fucked up place. The weather is unmatched, the food is amazing, the shops are extravagant, the mountains are unreal, the beaches (not in LA, but in California) are stunning and the possibilities are endless. Right? RIGHT! And that’s where the problem lies, too many possibilities.

I moved to Miami, FL from Connecticut at 18. By 25 I had been living in Miami for just about 7 years when I became wildly obsessed with moving to Los Angeles with no goal in mind, just wanting a change of scenery. I was a bartender in Miami. I did a lot of (recreational) drugs, partied for days at a time and had the best group of friends. Honestly, those were some of the best years of my life!! We didn’t judge each other. We weren’t accepted by one and other solely based on what we could do for each other. Granted, I was much younger then. Times change now so rapidly. Reality TV was taking over and Shows like The Simple Life and Keeping up with the Kardashian’s started showcasing the “beautiful lifestyle” of Hollywood. I remember seeing the girls on Instagram, all looking so soft and beautiful. I was over working in nightlife, and the life in LA just seemed so much more healthy and not as hardcore as Miami. Or so I thought. I didn’t want to come to LA to be famous. Still to this day, I’ve never wanted fame. Maybe thats the the problem. Maybe I should have wanted more for myself here but fame, definitely not. I dream of a job that requires no daily hair, make up, nails and camera in my face. I would love to have been a social worker had I finished school. But, that’s just me. I know a lot of women love the glitz and glam but at my core, I don’t. I enjoy real fun, letting loose, genuine laughter and no judgement. I had only been to LA twice before and I hated it both times, so I don’t really know why I wanted to move here so bad. But, in typical Morgan fashion, when I become fixated on something, I can’t let it go. The first time I came here was to film the Bad Girls Club Reunion. I was 21 years old. It was a reality television show I had been on for only one episode, but became so known from. They put me in a motel with bars on the windows in the Valley. For those who are not familiar with Los Angeles, a motel in the Valley alone was scary, not the safest and not a very good representation of LA. I was there for about three days, filmed the reunion and couldn’t wait to get back to Miami. My second time in LA I went on the biggest drug bender. One of my biggest and scariest ones ever. I had no intentions of doing drugs on my trip. I’ve never had the intention of doing drugs actually. Once I’m drunk I say yes to everything. Well not everything, but almost. Never have I purchased drugs before going out. Never have I called a girlfriend and said “Hey bring drugs let’s party tonight”. As a girl, a young girl, drugs are offered to you left and right and it’s up to you to decide if you want them or not. I just so happen to say yes too often when I’ve had a drink or two. On that particular night out, I remember seeing a girl that I always looked up to. She is a very famous Instagram blogger. She’s soft, girly and “safe”. She’s recently gone on to start a company that is now in Sephora. Anyway, she somehow knew who I was, we said hello to each other and 5 min later I saw her being carried out with her eyes rolling in the back of her head. I was shocked. I was thinking “OMG! SHE does drugs!” Yes, even “good girls” do drugs. I met a group of promoters that night at Bootsy Bellows and I ended up at an after party in a small Hollywood apartment, God only knows where. I didn’t know anyone there except my girlfriend who was with me from Miami. I think, still don’t know to this day, I ended up mistakenly doing meth. YES! You read that right, meth!! A friend later told me its very common in LA, people do it like coke. I had no idea. I was literally off my face for days. Speed balling like crazy. Pure mania. I had never ever felt like that in my life. As I stated above, I did my fair share of recreational drugs but this was some other shit! I should probably clear the air as to what drugs I have done. Coke, molly, ecstasy, xanax and marijuana. Not all at once, but over my lifetime. I’ve never tried shrooms (I hate to hallucinate) crack, pain pills, meth or anything with a needle. I wanted to leave that house so bad but I didn’t even know where I was. Everyone was so high and wacky. I ended up there for days and when I finally “came to,” I left. This was before the days of Uber so I had to call a taxi. I had no cash on me, had to go to the ATM a hot mess and get my ass out of LA. I booked a flight the same day. I’m such an organized packer, but fuck that! I threw everything in my suitcase and rushed to the airport. I was still tripping the entire time. You may be thinking “that’s your fault for doing drugs with people you don’t know”. That’s my point exactly. This city is wonderful but it can also be the weirdest, scariest hard to explain - dark place. I'm fully aware it’s all what you make of it. No one forced me to do drugs, I didn’t get hurt but I was young, 23. I knew better, but I didn’t.

Around The Second Time I Visited LA:

-- No idea why I'm wearing black/white in both pics but those are all I could find.

My Bartending Days in Miami:

-- Sorry for the poor quality photos, this is over 8 years ago.

Years later, at 25 I moved to LA. While working in the nightclub in Miami, I met a young, successful good looking guy through mutual friends. He lived in LA, we hit it off, stayed in touch over the summer and then he asked to move me here. I was obviously so happy. I manifested moving to LA but didn’t even realize I had done it. I didn’t have money to move myself here so the universe figured it out for me, as it always does! He put me in my own apartment in a nice building, gave me a car to drive (I later found out it was his ex-girlfriend’s car, but how I found out is the funny part) and was generous. At first! He quickly, like one of our first nights out type of quickly, became abusive and controlling. I remember I had gotten my hair and make up done for the first time in my life by a celebrity makeup artist. I looked really pretty that night. As we pulled up to Mr. Chow he asked me to hold his watch so the valet wouldn’t steal it. I didn’t hear him ask me and he slammed my face so hard into the passengers window. I started hysterically crying and he basically was like “Oh relax! Wipe your tears we have to see people at dinner.” I was so shocked and disgusted. I knew from that moment I had to leave him and I had to be very smart about it. At the same time, for the first time ever, I was approached by a fashion brand to do my own capsule collection. I was elated. I couldn't believe I could start my journey into fashion and have a purpose/job. My boyfriend didn't allow it. He literally lost his shit when I brought it up saying: "The owner just wants to fuck you, you better not even think about it." I was devistated but stuck, he paid my bills and I didn't know LA well enough to leave him. I stayed with him for a few months, saved up as much money as I could and finally left. The night before I left him he verbally and physically abused me for hourssssss. So the next morning, I put all of my stuff in garbage bags, loaded up three Uber Escalade’s and went to stay at my friends. I didn’t tell him I left, I just blocked him. After a few hours when he had noticed I was gone, he started emailing me nonstop. He was begging to see me because it was Christmas time and he promised that he would never do it again. I never responded to the emails, I never saw him again. - I could elaborate a lot more about that situation but as I'm new to this blog stuff, I still can't tell if it's interesting or comes off as rambling. -

*** Because I think it’s funny, let me tell you how I found out that it was his ex-girlfriend’s rental car. He slept all day, and I woke up very early. Every morning I would go down and get a coffee around 7 AM. I smoked cigarettes at the time, I no longer do. So I would make a coffee, smoke a cigarette and drive around LA waiting for the monster to wake up. I have no idea why, but I left in an oversized T-shirt, no underwear (actually, I rarely wear underwear so that’s not that shocking) and sneakers. I never got out of the car, I would just go on these drives so I guess it didn’t seem like a big deal. Well, I got pulled over with no license on me. I wasn’t familiar with the streets and I had taken a wrong turn. The cops said that the person who owned the vehicle needed to come pick it up, and if I couldn’t produce some form of identification they would be booking me. Booking me with no make up on, a T-shirt and NO UNDERWEAR! Fuck me! I was nervous. My ex came (angry as fuck beacuse it was so early) to retrieve the car and they said “Sir, this is registered to....his ex girlfriend.” Oh! Cool. I’m driving his ex’s car, fuck me life. The car got impounded, I got to go home and it just added to the reasons why I wanted to leave him so badly. ***

Luckily - literally luckily, two girls I knew from Miami had just moved to LA as well. We weren't close, we didn't hang out much, but one had of the girls called me coincidentally as I was in the uber leaving my ex. I moved into their livingroom embarassed and beyond stressed, living off of the little bit of money that I had saved. I had to rent a Mitsubishi for $800 a month until I was back on my feet. I knew everyone was watching and I didn't want people to know what I was going through. Inevitably, they did. On top of that, my roomates had very famous friends at the house all the time. They only dated or were friends with famous people. Ya know, the LA way. I was beyond grateful they let me stay with them, but also insecure given I was living behind a curtain in thier livingroom. Just goes to show that I was serious about leaving my abusive ex, and I was strong. I wasn’t doing drugs and barely drank. Neither did they. Then, I started getting Instagram deals and making more money. I bought myslef a new BMW M6 and at this point, LA had grown on me and I was starting to like it. I eventually moved out of there into another apartment with another roommate. She too was “normal”, never even tried marijuana in her life, had a normal job, not anything Hollywood and we had a good relationship. I loved living with her.

My Roomates and I:

After that my life changed EXTREMELY. I met a very wealthy man and we dated for a year. I was really into him but we had a huge age gap. I wanted kids but he already had 3. He took incredible care of me. He helped me start a business and showered me with the most insane gifts. Example: 2nd date at lunch he bought me a brand new G65 V12 G Wagon. Only 2 in the country at the time. I drove off the lot and went left, he went right. He never expected anything in exchange for his gifts, he was really genuinely just a generous person. I was shocked. Did that really just happen?! This was a whole new world to me. By our 4th date, he flew us to NYC for a private meeting with one of the biggest jewelers to all the celebrity’s, Lorraine Schwartz. We spent $400,000 on a pair of 8 carat diamond earrings. We stayed in the penthouse at the Peninsula in Manhattan and shopped everyday. Again!! I was shocked!! All women like nice things but this was system overload. I never experienced this in my life. He didn’t stop there. It was weekly, constantly being spoiled, and it all happened so fast. So, in case you’re not following all of this, I’m painting you a picture on purpose. Of the good, the bad and just showing you how bizarre LA can be because it has so many layers. One day I’m doing drugs, and scared to death to even live in LA, and in 2 years time I’m living a completely different life. After a few months he rented me a mansion in the hills for $29,000 a month and only came over once. The view was insane. In LA you PAY for the view. I had a big theater, sick pool, an outdoor cabana, 4 bedrooms and I was all alone. I was actually really scared because the houses in the hills get robbed all the time. People don't talk about it because they don't want wealthy people scared away from buying/renting these luxury properties. I decided to move my 22 year brother in with me. In less than a week, I moved him from Connecticut to California. We had the best fucking time together. We would go out, buy $30,000 tables at nightclubs week after week. Everyone knew I was living a great life and there was no shortage of fun. We gave no fucks and lived it up!. After that relationship ended, I was 28 and lost. I had changed a lot with my ex. I had A LOT of money saved, a black Amex, a huge house in the hills and 2 really nice cars. I went back out on the scene single and it was the same. Young girls in night clubs, fucked up 24.7 and I had outgrown that. My brother moved in with his girlfriend, but what was my plan?! I didn’t have one. What do I do with all of this money? What do I do for work, since I hadn’t worked in a long time.

My Life "On Top." Ya know - Shopping Sprees, Mansion, Cars, Cash and Drugs:

-- Again, I wish I had more photos. I thought I did (I must!). Obvisouly there is so much more to show you guys, but I can only find so many of the really old ones.

I went on to lose $130,000 cash in a horrible business deal with a woman who owned an online clothing boutique. I was so excited to work again, especially in fashion. I would sit with her from 8am - 8pm daily. I didn't have to. It was just a collaboration collection and I didn't need to work as hard as I did, but I loved it. She lied the entire time making fake invoices to get more and more money from me. People kept telling me "You should never spend that much on a collaboration, stop working with her now!" I didn't listen because one, I could afford it at the time, and two, I loved doing it. Unfortunately, they were right. I later found out she told people she only worked with me to have my house robbed of my diamonds. How disgusting. I worked with her for months. We were close. She told me: "I've always wanted to work with you and I admire everything about you." I had no idea she was such a bad person, although people did warn me. In hindsight, it was so obvious she was obsessed with me and I don't mean that in a flattering way. Anyway, that deal ended very badly. I never made a dollar and I was so angry. Luckily, I had more money saved and I was fine but that’s just another example of why this city is just so wild. So many good things here, but so many people with bad personalities/intentions. I never spoke to her again but I had learned a lot from her. I applied my knowledge and started my own online fast fashion boutique called "Flora Mason." My brothers name is Mason and and I LOVE flowers, in case you cared. My laptop screen saver is still my Flora Mason logo as a constant reminder that it's my first fashion endeavor alone, and there is more to come. It was right around the time Fashionova came on the scene. They weren't big at all yet, and it was the exact same concept; Taking apparel from downtown LA and reselling it as your "own." I loved it! I would go downtown, choose all the looks myself, shoot it on the models and sold out all the time. My life was getting good again. I had a career, a house and I had 4 sick ass cars - A Range Rover Autobiography, the G Wagon, M6, and a Rolls Royce Wraith. I lied, I had a Maserati GranTurismo Sport Coupe too. Yupp, thats a lot of whips. Anyway, I was just getting into it when.... when I met Philipp. (FUCK MY LIFE!) I didn't want to give up what I was FINALLY doing for myslef for someone else, but that’s a separate post, maybe even 3.

My Collaboration Collection (I loved) That I Was Robbed of:

-- This collection sold like crazy but I never saw a dollar or got any credit for it. Good ol' LA!

My Fast Fashion Brand "Flora Mason":

Some Poduct Shots On the Model for Flora Mason:

Then I Met This Guy &Gave Up My Life For His:

I’ve also had some pretty shitty friends a long the way. Never did I have one issue with one friend in Miami, ever! And in LA it’s just not like that. I made friends with the wrong people because I was "on top" and it IS lonely at the top. Well, it doesn't have to be if you're fake, but for me it was lonely. My BEST friend at the time, stole brand new Chanel, Dior and Balmain from my G Wagon. I let her use my car for months (because she drove a Maserati Ghibli - in LA terms, a piece of shit car) while I was with Philipp in Europe. She borrowed $5,200 from me to pay her rent. Didn’t pay the rent because the lease wasn’t even in her name, got evicted and never paid me back. She rented my car out the entire time and I had no clue because I was so far away. Not until much later did her friend come forward with emails/texts to prove it. This one really hurt me because we were so close. She was in an abusive relationship during a part of our friendship and came to my house for safety all the time. We spoke 24.7 while I was with Philipp and I always was there for her, even from the other side of the world. I gave her 9 (more) months of friendship while I waited for her to return my belongings. She attended Philipp's fashion show front row in NYC with me. She came over everyday, and everyday I asked "Where are my belongings." She would say "Oh, I forgot them at my place, I'll give them to you tomorrow, sorry." Mind you, I already knew she was lying, I MEAN IT WAS PRETTY FUCKING OBVIOUS! Bitch! Don't ever question my intelligence :) I let her lie until the morning I was leaving NYC to St Barths. THAT morning she told me "Oh, I didn't know how to tell you, they got lost in the mail." She was living in NYC at the time, why would she ship them when she could have easily packed/flown with them. Again, I was more hurt than angry but it quickly turned to anger. She's never admitted to any of it and claims the 4 handbags she stole were lost in the mail but never gave me a tracking number proving she even shipped them, because she didn't. Instead, she went about her social climbing life and still lives a fake ass life for the gram. I still see her wearing my jewelry and handbags lol. Unfortunately this "breakup", if that's what you call it, played out all over social media. Since then, I’ve made a few good/close friends, but only a few because the rest are all fake. I could have 283738 more “friends,” I don’t want them. I don’t trust people. That’s why I’ve created this platform to connect with people who support me, who are kind and just "get" me.

My Brand New (with the tags) Balmain Dress and Chanel Bags That Were Stolen/Lost in the Mail. They are Both My Chanel Bags BTW :

Her With My G Wagon:

-- Like damn, you didn't have to post all my shit pretending it was yours but, THAT'S LA!

Proof of Funds I sent Her to HELP Her Because I Cared About Her:

Texts I sent her Nicely Trying To Retrive My Belongings That I KNEW She Was Lying About:

The Next Morning When I called Her Out She Was A Bitch Like I Did Something Wrong:

Her Fake Ass Apology/Still Lying:

And My Reaction Months Later When Someone Told Me The Truth. As You Can Imagine I was So Angry, Plus This is How I Am. Sorry Not Sorry, Don't Fuck With Me:

-- Update. I'm not angry anymore, years have passed. That was obviously in the heat of the moment, and as you can clearly see, we were really close and I was hurt. It still doesn't sit well with me bacause we know all the same people and she's just a nasty person, but whatever.

After giving you guys so many different stories to better understand why LA is so hard to explain, I want to be clear - LA isn’t all bad. So many people have come here and have done incredible things. Some people literally become millionaires over night. Some people meet the man of their dreams and go on to live really amazing lives. I don’t hate LA. I actually hate that I like LA. The truth is, there's just no place like it in the world. As if Hollywood wasn't already secretly fucked up enough, Instagram has made people act extreme and do the most mind blowing things to stay popular and be excepted. Even the “happy” married women of “status” desperately make an effort to always paint the most perfect picture, when we all know damn well, nothing’s perfect. I've lived so many lives all over the world, and I've seen so many things, yet still can't believe the shit I see here. Everyone is a clone. We all look alike, go to the exact same places, to get that exact same photo to be exactly like the next person. Everyone talks about eachothers business like they work for TMZ. The reality for many is nothing like what they portray, but fake it till you make it, right. When I was “up” everyone was up my ass. Literally! So obvious and pathetic. For years everyone watched my Snapchat lavish life, came to my big house and wanted to be my best friend. But, I’m from the east coast and I could see right through it all. Example: A very famous young socialite and I hung out all the time. The first night I went out in LA with Philipp, we ran into her. He knew her as well, and she whispered in his ear "Oh my god, you're with HER!" I was thinking "UMMMMM?! I thought we were friends?!" Oh yea, we were only friends when she was doing coke all night partying at my house, I forgot, silly me! That would never had happened with my group of friends in Miami. Anyway, people don’t know how to make genuine friendships here because they're stuck social climbing. Can I blame them, no. It’s Hollywood and that’s why people come here. It’s a mind fuck. It’s a battle with your morals and what your willing to do to become successful in this city. There’s not much most people wouldn’t do to have millions of followers which translates to a lot of money and attention.

I don’t live in Beverly Hills anymore. I purposely live close the airport because I travel a lot, and LA traffic is a nightmare. I live in the nicest, quiet, most beautiful place near the water. I’ve found that in order for ME to love LA, I had to separate myself from that lifestyle and the people in it. I needed to be at peace. I got back to helping the homeless downtown on Skid Row [Skid Row contains one of the largest stable populations (about 2,783) of homeless people in the United States and has been known for its condensed homeless population since the 1930s, covering fifty city blocks immediately east of downtown Los Angeles.] I never did it to show off. I have genuine empathy for these people and when I leave them I'm heartbroken, but happy to have interacted with them. I would go alone handing out so much food and water, and I would talk to them and listen to their stories. I changed. I removed myself from the scene I got caught up in. I took Spanish lessons in Beverly hills lol, I started cooking and working out 3 times a day. I also stopped partying, very rarely. I literally never go out. Quarantine hasn't killed me, I love being home so it's been quite easy for the most part. I've gone on to have 3 very successful swimwear collaborations (now on my 4th), start another fashion brand (coming soon and it's epic), be on billboards all over this city and launched STILLTHATBITCH.COM ! I don’t do drugs, except Xanax and weed. Trust me, it's in everyone's best interest that I at least smoke some weed. Doesn't mean you'll never see me get fucked up again in my life, I just currently could care less to. I’m in a good place, learning myself and learning that this city is what I make of it. I was handed everything for years, I had to teach myself to take care of myself again. Maybe it’s just me, maybe someone else could tell you they never had one issue here and I’m completely off my rocker. BUT! Statistics will show that I am probably more accurate than that person. Look at all the child stars, actors and singers who are disasters now. Look at all the people who have overdosed and committed suicide. Look at Whitney Houston, Heath Ledger and Robin Williams. Britney Spear’s infamous meltdown. Kanye West admitting to being addicted to prescription pain meds and going to a mental institution. Amanda Bynes completely lost her shit and has the saddest mental health issues. Anna Nicole Smith overdosed, then her son did as well. Nicole Richie took heroine as a kid. Selena Gomez is very open about her battle with mental health. Miley Cyrus has made it a point to create a platform based around mental health awareness. The Me Too Movement....The list goes on forever. This city can really make you question your entire existence and make you feel insane. I mean!!!! You get what I’m saying, there’s no other place like it in the world! * H O L L Y W O O D *

Behind The Scenes Of My Billboards Shot By Famous Photographer Tony Kelly In Milan, Italy:

-- I wore wigs and I was all 4 people in the campaign. We used water in real life and then photoshopped it into liquor.

Final Product, 7 Billboards All Over La:

Some of My Favorite Swimsuit Campaign Pictures with L'Animal:

- That turned out to be a much longer blog than I expected. I wanted to explain it all but really didn’t know how to. That’s the best I could come up with for now, and thats the (very) short version. If you think thats wild, ohhh there is so much more to come! And if you do come to Hollywood to pursue your dreams, you 100% can! The opportunities here are endless, you just have to stay focused avoiding the inevitable distractions. So many people would kill to live here, and so many immigrants have made the most incredible lives for themselves in sunny Southern Califoria. Hell, I've made a pretty damn good one for myself! I just wanted to share some of my personal past/present experiences and feelings about LA with you guys. I had this idea three days ago and just ran with it. Thats whats so exciting about this platform, it's random and real. I'm enjoying this way more than I could have imagined.

Let me know what you guys think in the comments. I'm interested to see if you think I just did it “all wrong,” OR if you’ve seen the dark side as well, and understand me. - I've looked into why I can't reply to the comments below, they are working on it. It states on their site it's "coming soon." I'm sorry, just bear with me.

Yours Truly,

THAT BITCH

Morgan Osman

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100 Responses

tania moore

September 23, 2023

Wow! Bravo Morgan ! Keep going! 👏🏻

Maria

November 02, 2020

Morgan !! I loved this post!! I’ve actually been following you since the days that you started living with Chantel and Catherine!! Thought you were so gorge and been following you ever since. Would love to know more about what happened with your relationship with them. LA LA Land is such a crazy world, everything you wrote was so crazy ! And if the blogger that you’re talking about is MH I will be so shocked !! 😯 Can’t wait to keep reading everything you post !

sol

October 21, 2020

love this blog so much

Jules

October 06, 2020

loved how absolutely genuine you are, can you elaborate on how your friendship with Chantel and Catherine ended or not?

Mark A

September 14, 2020

Been following since BGC, have mutual friends from CT, and Linda from the Big Ang show season one and my wife worked at Mansion for like 3 years 04-07 .Why I wanted to comment is bc I’m cracking the fuck up (not that your shit got stolen and u lost a friend but same shit happened to me but with a diff “dash doll” . White trash Taylor from the show had no place to stay so I let her live (for free) in a $5k /month town house and chauffeured her ass to film that horrendous show the entire time. Long story short my dad got sick back in jersey and I had to move home so I sold her my entire $8000k bedroom set for $500, I told her she could pay me when she got her season 1 money… well the day the show aired she blocked me from everything and never paid me a fuckin dime. I didn’t even care about the $$ obviously I was just like wow I got fuckin played I thought she was my friend. Oh well they got there karma the show sucked and they are beyond forgotten. Keep doing you , it makes me happy that you are doing you and staying true to yourself in the process. Much luck and happiness for the future

Kami K

September 13, 2020

I just read this entry and wanted to thank you immensely for being so forward, raw and candid with your experience. It is seldom you meet someone with your level of self introspection, honesty, and awareness. Truly thank you! You’re the strongest and baddest. One of the select few. Rock on

Barbie

September 12, 2020

I know the fake bitch your referring to & she is the fakest human being ever. She thinks she’s some hot shit but she’s
WACK AF & Her nasty attitude makes her UGLY AF cus she’s so ugly and bunk on the inside . No one buys her fake
Insta “Lavish” life she portraits on Instagram – she wishes she was you LITERALLY! LOVE YOU MORGAN

Vanessa

September 04, 2020

How did you meet your extremely wealthy boyfriend who showered you in gifts & spoiled you?

Valeria

June 27, 2020

Morgan you are an amazing writer! You are so inspiring and honest. It was a great pleasure to read it.

Courtney Brea

June 13, 2020

Morgan you rock. I love this. Your so real and don’t hold back. Legit queen 👸 !!!!

Nikole

May 26, 2020

I didn’t think it was too much at all. This was a great read and your life is really interesting! I watch your stories, so I could hear your voice talking the whole time!

Isis

May 24, 2020

Love all of your stories so far! You said you had A LOT of money saved up was that from the guy you were dating? Did he just gift you money randomly as well with other gifts?

Jannet

May 13, 2020

Soo good! Life is hard but you we wa great woman! All the best wishes doll💕

Marisol

May 12, 2020

Omg there are so many levels to this LA saga! insane! LA is truly has so many opportunities and possibilities ! That’s amazing but I feel that it also drives people mad here bc everyone is always trying to “live their best life”. It’s not real. Thank you being so open and honest, it is truly refreshing! I wonder what email that ex best friend just made up to read all of this LOL! WOW thank you for giving us the tea on that. I have an ex “best friend” who still posts pictures wearing my dresses. While they’re not as expensive as yours, I can understand what you must have felt when you saw her post about them. NO SHAME! Can’t wait to keep reading more .

Ps. I think I have an idea about who the Sephora Instagram girl was…. If it’s who I think it is… Wow.

Julissa

May 10, 2020

Wow ! Love this !!!! So real .

Ashley

May 10, 2020

I love this post Morgan! As someone who lived in LA for six years I can identify. I cannot believe how ruthless the environment can make people. Truly disgusted at how your supposed “friend” treated you. Disgraceful. I proud of you for recognizing the fakers and bs and moving to the west side… I always lived on the west side to stay grounded and I feel like the people there are a bit more normal. You recognize what’s important, don’t stand for bullshit and you know who you are! Great read & thank you for sharing❤️

Kenneth

May 07, 2020

Hey boo, I loved how you shined light on LA. “Where it’s sunny, so a lot of people are shady”. You took your knowledge and used it to help you, not hinder!! Proud of you❤️

Angie

May 07, 2020

Hey Morgan,

I’ve known who you are for years and was following you during this time. It’s so nice to see you come into your element! Being honest and showing who you really are is refreshing and inspiring. You really have matured from your experiences and seemed to make the best of them! Wishing you all the best!

Aza

May 06, 2020

I love your raw honesty! This is what I want to read!

Allan

May 05, 2020

You’re very brave to open up like this about your life. You’re a very strong and intriguing woman. Was very entertaining to read this! I love LA too and I hope to hear more stories soon! Btw, we can practice Spanish anytime u want! Xx

Harriet

May 04, 2020

So authentic & pure you can tell it’s wrote from the heart. This is just the start of something AMAZING !! 🖤🖤🖤

GEORGIA MEDINTU

May 04, 2020

i love this blog page so much !!!!! I swear, you are wonderful ! So proud of you to be able to make it ! I love it !!!!!!!! please post more!!!

Maayan

May 03, 2020

Hi Morgan! Just read this post and wow have you come full circle and showed the world what you are truly made of.. courage and love!!! you are an inspiration and i am so proud of you! never let a man take advantage of you even if that means moving into someone’s living room to get away from him. You did that! and now you are right where you want to be!!! THANK YOU for being so open with us. we love you!!!!

Cosmina

May 03, 2020

Please share MORE with us. This is so eye opening, I hope for young girls especially. Talking about mental health, I’m sure seeing the REAL and DARK besides the GLAM and LUXURY will help a lot of women in managing their expectations, seeing the bigger picture and hopefully using their head more than their instincts. Love you. PS: no, it’s not ranting, we need the details, otherwise it’s missing its essence.

Jesse

May 02, 2020

This is AMAZING!!! I have been a fan of yours since BGC. I have followed you since Miami Monkey to your journey over to L.A. I remember around 2013 I posted a video of you on my IG with Big Ang saying saying that you were in head to toe designer, which you did like… I was very happy! I remember when you would play DRAKE (the first song on his album) in almost all of your snaps back in 2014/2015 and when you got your M6… or when you had the Notorious BIG sweater from Kitson., which I went out and bought myself. :) I listened to the Nik Richie interview 20 times when it came out. What i’m saying is that you lived your life no matter what people said or thought. Most of the shit talkers WOULD NEVER to 1/4 of what you did yet they still chose to follow you and hide behind their keyboards! You have DONE what many people can only dream about. We all make mistakes and as long as we grow from them, that’s all that matters! Keep your head high and your dreams even higher.

Karina

May 02, 2020

Whoa! Great Blog :) I enjoyed reading it!

Nico

May 02, 2020

Girrrrrrl I feel you on the LA stuff! Great blog… you’re a great writer – and I love the segues! Xo

Taylor Spaziante

April 29, 2020

Hey tootsie! I’m from CT as well so I know there’s a huge difference from here to LA! I’ve been watching you grow since the big ang show and loved you ever since. Your raw yet genuine and say it like it is which is a breath of fresh air. Your being honest with yourself along with your audience and I commend you for that. Keep up the hard work, it shows your growth and how far you have come. Bravo 👏🏻

Maddy

April 29, 2020

This post!!!!! I can relate to it on SOOOOOOO many levels. I’m 22 and everything from the creepy night life moments, to the fake friendships, to the lavish treatment…man oh man did you ever nail it. LOVE LOVE LOVED every second of this!!!! But I also feel for you. A looooooot of trials and tribulations. Sending love from Canada!!!

A. Valentin

April 28, 2020

That’s was an incredible blog. You truly are a great writer. Keep up the fabulous work. Can’t wait to see what’s next.

EDIRENE

April 28, 2020

Hi Babe,

I just subscribed to your blog after another attempt 12 days ago. I wanted to warn you that there are small technical problems on the platform at the time of subscription.

Congratulations on the depth of your words. I could not stop reading. I am very happy to have written here. You really had a brilliant idea. You really had a brilliant idea when you thought of creating this space to share your experiences and thoughts with us. I think this will help heal the soul.

I don’t use social media so I don’t know much about you.
We have frequented many common places around Europe and your liveliness has always drawn my attention.
When you broke up with PP I was sorry because after all, I think he was one of the few men who managed to make you feel true love (this is really a great resource).

I am really happy that you managed to find peace. I wish you to find all the energy, strength and determination so that you can stay on this wonderful path of rediscovery and realization of yourself.
After all, I think you are a good girl who wanted to move from a bad girl to attract attention. Be yourself, don’t be afraid to show your true nature.

By now you have become a woman, you are beautiful, you are full of vitality, you are strong, you have had many experiences. You have everything you need to make your dreams come true.

Be very attentive to knowledge and friendships. These are truly capable of determining your future.

A hug from Milan ❤️

Ashley Garcia Arizona

April 27, 2020

You’re such a good person dude. I’ve always known there is more to you than what meets the eye. I can’t believe all the crazy shit you went thru lol! It’s so late and I should be sleeping but I could NOT stop reading. Cannot wait for your next post.
Thank you for taking the time out to do this for us. We love you Morg.

Bree

April 27, 2020

Wow this is what i signed up for! Love all the tea, i usually don’t read but can definitely read hours of your blog if i could. Born n raised in LA, can definitely vouch for how crazy it can get and WEIRD! Would love more storytime with your roomates!

Kiki

April 27, 2020

Wowww love love love ! We need more tea on what happened between you and Chantel !

Alicia

April 27, 2020

I’ve been following you since Bad girls club and instantly loved you! I always thought you were so beautiful and such a bad ass! I’ve seen most of these images above through out the years and always thought about what you were doing to get all these things. I so wanted to live a life like this, I wished it for myself. To be beautiful, famous and rich. What a awesome life, but now reading everything it puts a completely different prescriptive on everything. Anyways just want to say Im a proud ass fan and always wish lots of success ad happiness for you.

Alicia

April 27, 2020

catalina

April 27, 2020

love it love it like nobody would say this better love how it turns out for me it was soo entertained that I count not stop reading lol

Louisa

April 27, 2020

Also this CSEV person needs to calm down. How is Morgan supposed to know about the Hollywood film scene? And she doesn’t owe us anything—she’s LETTING us have a glimpse into real Hollywood and we should be thanking her for it instead of whining about it not being good enough because she didn’t release the specific info you want. Morgan, keep doing your thing!!!

Louisa

April 27, 2020

This is such an amazing post. Celebrities love to paint this picture of LA being a sunny wonderland but it’s not—I also really appreciate you being honest about your financial start in LA and the ups and downs.

Csev

April 27, 2020

Why didn’t you reveal the REAL truth about Hollywood and the movie studios. I lived there from 2010 to present and you don’t even mention the horrific child abuse? Just some stolen hand bags. Talk about the real predators. This post was a drag. I wish this is all Hollywood was about.

Bee

April 27, 2020

THANK YOU for being so honest and raw! Many people write half of the truth because they don’t want to hurt their image. And readers need to read between the lines to get the full picture. That’s not the case here! You give it all – the good, the bad and the ugly. You don’t hide your choices (partying, drugs etc) and I LOVE THAT! So much respect!
I too have had some crazy relationships and friendships (who hasn’t?) and this is why your readers relate to you so much. I’m finally surrounded by real people and far away from all the fake “friends” who were only around as long as they benefitted from me. And that’s the secret to being balanced, productive and focussed – being in a happy place. Keep doing your thing, girl! ❤️

Lisa Smith

April 27, 2020

Loooooooved this! I felt like I was reading a drama show! I’m up at 430 because you know anxiety lol and I couldn’t take my eyes off the screen!! The level of detail and receipts are amazing, but are you worried about your fans going on a witch hunt to find out who you’re talking about then troll their pages? As a long time follower, I think I could guess a few of those people and hopefully they wont come at you since they have money also!

Mary

April 26, 2020

Omg the detail ☕️👱🏼‍♀️ Is everything!!! I’m visualizing it all as if you were on the TV screen!!! Wow so insane how life turns in so many directions!!! I’m so ready for the next blog 👀😻😻😻 love ya Morgan

Athina

April 26, 2020

You couldn’t be more real and authentic!
Love u so much😘😘😘😘😘😘

Athina

April 26, 2020

You couldn’t be more real and authentic!
Love u so much😘😘😘😘😘😘

S

April 26, 2020

Somehow with each hardship you learn, level up , and move on to way better things FOR YOURSELF. Not everyone is capable of that kind of post traumatic growth ❤️

Keep it up creative lady, and congrats on the site!

Sabine

April 26, 2020

Morgan I can totally see the dark side and relate with the fake ass friends part . I had similar situation where I got robbed money but never that amount that you did I don’t know how you handled it and didn’t go downhill into depression. I admire you in so many ways and I’m so glad you made this blog! I’m a big fan and I hope I’m as successful and humble as you one day ❤️

Erin

April 26, 2020

Ugh. This sounds like a slither of my life. I grew up in a really basic and super low socioeconomic area. Long story short, I always wanted to be successful and have it all. Men my age (26) have accomplished very little which is why I prefer to date older and more established men. I dream of being able to have my own shit, career, generous partner who I LOVE and great friends. I’ve contemplated moving to LA bc it seems I’d be more likely to find it there but I cant stand the fakeness of LA. People are literal snakes and growing up east coast as well I can see through that shit a mile away.

Jen

April 26, 2020

I’m not one to leave comments but this was so relatable. Everyone sees the glitz and the glam and we forget you are a real person, who has struggles as well. I’ve made similar mistakes with partying and trusting the wrong people, but everything teaches you something. Thank you for being so refreshingly real.

Lo

April 26, 2020

Wow! I am so happy i read this. It just goes to show nothing is what it seems. I’ve been following you since bad girls club!! Bad girls club→Drunken Monkey and so on and I’m so glad I got a closer understanding of what you went through behind closed doors.. it really changes your perspective on people. If we lived close to eachother I would love to give you a hug right now! YOU GO GIRL. You’re a rockstar

Belma

April 26, 2020

I’ve been following you true all of this stages of your life, so when I was reading this I exactly knew what are you talking about. Love you, I’m enjoying reading your posts! Kiss

Michelle Suvari

April 26, 2020

Omg I didn’t know you were from Ct.
This is where I live now, your blog gives me so much hope and aspiration as I’m looking to move out of here !!
Keeping writing , I love your ramblings , kinda sounds like me! I think that’s why so many people can relate !!
I think we all have anxiety to a certain degree .

Arianna

April 26, 2020

Okay so first of all, I loooooove stories like that. I’m italian and we all kind of grow up with that American dream in our minds. But honestly, I think it’s not like paradise and this is just a confirmation. A lot of people I know, also quite popular ones, lived there and they came back here saying how fucked up LA is. And I’m now more and more convinced. But still, I feel like wanting stories like that more and more. I love gossip.
What fucked my mind up the most is your bestfriends story. LIKE WHAT. THE. F.
I can’t even borrow 10€ from a friend of mine without feeling guilty and now we speak about thousands of dollars plus tons of bags. Like seriously? And then she acted and posted on Instagram! That’s absolutely insane. Posting G Wagon pictures and being broke af lol sorry I can’t. Maybe I would be too honest and innocent to actually live there.
I can related so much about the drug part 😂 never ever bought that shit but Jesus when you drink is something else 🤪

Sarah

April 26, 2020

Thank you for being so real and honest it’s refreshing to hear people tell like it is without sugar coating anything!
LOVED this post!!!

Maja

April 26, 2020

Such a great post Morgan ❤️
I really love reading your blog, you should write a book 🤩
I can’t wait for new post!
xx

Anna Sofia

April 26, 2020

Hi babe, would you write a post on how you met the men that you have dated? Love this blog!

Laura

April 26, 2020

Morgan you need to write a book! Your story is way too real and your words are deep. I feel like I’m reading a letter from a friend. You have talent for this. I wish you nothing but success, and let me tell you I only signed up thinking I would keep for a month or two but after a few reading your first two blog post. I know I’m gonna be here for as long as you share your story. Thank you so much.

Michelle

April 26, 2020

This is an incredible post Morgan! You are truly an inspiration to me, always have. you’re real and true to yourself and I adore that. Much love Michelle xoxo

zory

April 26, 2020

You are “YOU” that’s why we ❤️ you! It was great reading! Thank you, thank you, thank you!

Angy

April 26, 2020

The fact that you did not let all these change you in a wrong way means that you are fucking strong and have a big loving heart. I’m your fan 🍭

Anastasia_bva

April 25, 2020

Thank you for sharing the piece of your life experience in here. It was real and I believe this is exactly how I imagined you!
Everyone will find herself in something what you said here, as I believe most of women here are good souls bitches (not like the one that stole and fucked your bags).
I wish, I could have a coffee or wine with you, to chat from soul to soul. But..I’ll try to tell it here…Morgan, everyone makes a mistake and gave up at least ones in their life’s, and it’s okey! But the difference between all us is in, what conclusions we make after this or that shit happened, what is our next choice then, and how do we change our lives in this or that. As I see, you made the best you could and you achieved a lot, and will achieve definitely more! And, for example, the genius man that you met one day is your deserved choice, not luck, not stars…or something. Then, love that you receive around the world from different places, it is also your output which you put and continue putting into your audience by being real, honestly and with open heart!
I just said this, because I felt through the context that you think it was luck. No, it’s not. This is who you are. You are very good person, very kind and bright! Please keep it the same no matter what!
And please never go back to drags, you are too beautiful inside and out!
Xxx…

NICOLE

April 25, 2020

MORGAN I FUCKEN LOVE YOU WOW THIS MADE ME SO MAD/HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME WOW. I’m from Chicago born but raised in SYDNEY. Let me tell you I can relate to so much of what I just read that you have been through literally so emotional right now. I wanna say wow you are fucken a boss ass bitch fuck your fake ass friend who stole from you like wow how does she sleep at night Hahahahah SADDDD MISERABLE BITCH. YOURE FUCKEN AMAZING I love you. I can not fucking waittttt for the next blog literally obsessed with you ❤️ I’m coming to LA for my 30th this year when this quarantine is over and I cannot wait ! You inspire me and so many others. Keep doing you baby girl ! Love always your number one one fan girl 😘 Nicole x

Amy

April 25, 2020

YAS girl, yas. I really enjoyed this post, it reminds me of “school of affluence” Anna Bey, when you sign up to her website a few days later she sends you emails introducing herself, starting from the very beginning.. and just when it gets juicy, the email ends and you have to wait until the next day to hear the rest of the story!
Also I been following you since TheDirty and boy you were one chic Nik actually liked, (which is rare) so i knew there was something special about you, and I was right! xo

Mitsy Espinoza

April 25, 2020

Hands down thee best blog I’ve ever read!!!

Jennifer

April 25, 2020

This is amazing! I love how real and raw this is. 👏🏻

Rebecca Ortega

April 25, 2020

Hey Morgan! Thank you for sharing your story!! I loved every detail! You are gorgeous and a strong woman. Can’t wait to see what’s next :)

Anna

April 25, 2020

Hi Morgan,
I love your blog. So happy for you. Sorry that happened to you with a shit person or shitty people in LA . Thank you for your vulnerability. You are powerful and amazing. I think something that helps me navigate is to ask God for discernment, revelation, and anything really helps better living in life, especially LA. what’s your favorite place to live? Love you

Genevieve

April 25, 2020

Amazing post. I really want to know if chantel and Catherine were escorts when you lived with them lol they act like their innocent

Jess

April 25, 2020

Omg Morgan this was sooo good thanks for the tea. Has to be Durrani who stole your shit. Lol.

Amber

April 25, 2020

So Juicy boo ! I loved the receipts 💅🏾

Jade

April 25, 2020

All the stories you’re sharing are astounding. I think to go through ALL of that under 30 and come through like a fucking invincible queen is totally amazing.

Dev

April 25, 2020

Ah dirty D.P🤫 selling dreams off of ig threw you , best karma is happiness, And karma deff came for her. ♥️

Morgan

April 25, 2020

completely obsessed with your new website! The blog posts have been everything!!! Nothing is too long when you are the writer that you are!!! You have a story to tell and all of the people that ride for you want to listen to what you have to say, what you’ve been through, and who you really are! I can’t wait to hear more and I immediately looked forward to another blog post the second I finish reading the last 2!!! Thank you THAT BITCH 💖💖💖💖

Alex

April 25, 2020

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Hey Morgan, I LOVE reading blog and I’ve seen the dark side of LA too in terms of partying. Well done with your fashion brand flora mason. Im was sad to read your first boyfriend in LA treated you badly, I know how it feels and you did the right thing to get out. Id be more than happy to sort out any guy that touches you and I’ve always got your back! Reading about your other boyfriend that was older, sounded like a fairly tale and thats the type of guy you deserve because your a QUEEN 👑 I stand with you and just unfollowed Durani on instagram. Im sorry you went through that, you’ve got a heart of gold and anyone would be lucky to have a friend like you. Good job with the writing, your an inspiration! Keep it up!

Adriana

April 25, 2020

I love your blog! Thank you so much for sharing! Can you do a blog about when you lived in Miami. BGC, Miami Monkey etc
Xx

Genevieve LaMonaca

April 25, 2020

Literally could not stop reading. I had a dishwasher delivered and a mobile car cleaning company come to my house and I never looked up once. Please share more! You are a very talented writer!

Steph

April 25, 2020

Love how real you are Morgan and how much you speak your truth – speaking my truth and just being me and not afraid of who I am is something I’ve been trying to work on for a long time and you inspire me! You’re definitely more spiritually developed than most of those people in LA to rise above all the BS!

Amberlee

April 25, 2020

Morgan!!!! I LOVE THIS POST! although reading your post brought flashbacks of my partying days, it’s made me realize I’m grateful that i’ve chilled out and let go of those who wanted me to join them on their downward spiral. Thank you for your honestly. I needed a dose of dopeness!
I’ve always wanted to move to LA, but I’m too New York, Harlem Bred.
If you ever move to NYC, just know we love you out here! and welcome you with open arms!

Kristina

April 25, 2020

Thank you for being so honest. So many women compare our lives to these instagram “models” and think are lives are shit. You made me realize their life is actually shitty. Thank you for being so raw and so fun at the same time! You are amazing

Nargas Mullahkhel

April 25, 2020

Morgan, I have been following you for years, I remember you from bad girls club, and even when you delete your accounts and start new ones i make sure to find Them hahah and follow because I GENUINELY love you and your posts! Your raw , speak your mind personality, I’ve always been a FAN, point blank, and f them fake ass friends know that you got some real ones here subscribed on your blog! Much love boo!!! Happy to see you in your zone and prospering! 💗😽

Mona

April 25, 2020

Morgan I absolutely LOVED this post!!! While I was reading I felt like I was watching a movie. I am so impressed with your writing. I’ve been a fan of yours since the Bad Girls Club. I would look you up on social media all these years and assumed that you lived the “perfect” life. I love how you showed the good, bad, and ugly side of LA. Please keep the blog post coming :)

Britt

April 25, 2020

Omg I’m loving this!!!! Please share more!!! We need more real LA stories not the fabricated ones!! Love how raw and real these are!!

Jenn

April 25, 2020

also, thank you for being so open. would love for you to go deeper, what is your relationship like with your parents? i remember you posting your uncle came to visit phillip and you in new york, but where are your parents? you never speak of them. do you see your brother often still??

Jenn

April 25, 2020

I remember when you had flora mason and then you dropped it all when you got with Phillip and i remember thinking, ugh she had something for herself that was just hers. But use all of phillips connects and inside info to make your next brand amazing!! Also would that instagram blogger that got carried out of the club be HUDA beauty or AMREZY??? Just a guess. Love you morgan & loved this long blog post. xoxo

DANNIELLE

April 25, 2020

Morgan you’re amazing! I love how real you are and how much detail you went into. Thank you for opening up your life and being honest. You really have come a long way. I love you! Can’t wait for the next post 🤍

Angelina

April 25, 2020

Thanks for being so real, I can relate to your experience and feelings on so many levels. I have been following you since I saw on “The Dirty” with Nik Richie. I submitted the question “who do you look up to or idolize” I think you said Oprah or something lol. Anyways, begging that you will support the guys on the Medium Rare Podder!! Promote the blog, your fashion line, etc! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Much love from the Bay Area!

Rubina

April 25, 2020

Such an amazing blog!! So looking forward to more of it. This is too good!!👏👏

Danny M

April 25, 2020

It takes courage and brave to have the courage to be so real and transparent. zero filters, Love you Morgan

Tabatha

April 25, 2020

Never been to LA, I was actually supposed to fly there on April 8th with my mother so she could show me the city she moved to from France when she was 21. Thanks covid that didn’t happen. Will make it there eventually. Your post is exactly what I expected it to be, the very best or the very worst depending on your life decisions. Your life decisions were what made you who you are and your story is extremely interesting and inspirational. I’ve been lucky enough to never , thanks to my father, so I can’t truly put myself in your shoes but man, I felt it while reading this. You write the way you speak with no filter and with very bold and strong statements. It’s so easy to read you because it’s so fresh and real. This blog is going to take you to another level of yourself and it’s so very nice to be able to witness and be part of it! Looking forward to your new collections!!! Keep going girl, you’re on fire! This is amazing.

Jennifer

April 25, 2020

First of all: CONGRATS!! I truly believe that this blog will be the BOMB! As many of us, I have never subscribed to pretty much anything, but I am happy I did. Sorry if some of my phrases are weird, but I am not a native English speaker.
There are several things I wanted to say. First, I have been following you for years now. I started following you on snapchat more or less when you were living with your brother and back then I couldn’t stop laughing and enjoying your videos and spicy sense of humor. It’s been a long journey since and I, as probably lot’s of your followers have seen a journey and an evolution. I have seen how you have become more humble, more caring and more close. I truly believe you’ve always been, but I could sense a very strong wall/ barrier in you, and this has completely disappeared these days. You are in a place now where you do not care about being 100% open and vulnerable. This, believe me, makes you really strong. There is a combination in you of both strong, raw and vulnerable that I believe makes your character really addictive to people because I believe lot’s uf us women can relate, but also look up to you in many ways. You are able to transmit your emotions, joy, frustration and sometimes even anger in a way that it is super genuine and relatable. I can remember tons of examples you’ve experienced (specially PPphase) were I was just experiencing the same anger and could relate so badly with your reactions!! I know the PP chapter is not here yet, but I wanted to tell you that even if I was completely addicted to all the drama surrounded by your relationship (lot’s of us were and who doesn’t admit it is a FUCKING LIAR) it was the first time I sensed you were not you 100%. Suddenly you weren’t talking at all and you seemed really distant like living a life as secondary character. I’m sure you didn’t even acknowledged that (at that time, of course. Bc love can be blinding). You may probably think this is really irrelevant coming from someone you do not know, but I am sure it takes strength to walk away from a relationship like that. I am very observant and bc of the wat you are it must have been extremely frustrating dating someone like that. I am sure he had wonderful things, but he is not prepared to handle a woman of character and this is why he needs pretty bodies/faces with zero personality and zero ambition who can adapt and be who he wants them to be. This is NOT you at all. Also I don’t want to put Sammy In that same bag (she seems very smart and an intelligent woman). When people laughed at you relationship I thought you must have shared things, experiences and thought it was genuine.
The point is: You are shining with your own light again and it is so so bright! I don’t know you, but I am happy for you! Keep it up!! All the best from Barcelona, Spain.

Christina

April 25, 2020

THIS! I love all of it – your story, the way you write, and the fact that there is so much more to come. Keep it up! My new guilty pleasure!

Natalie

April 25, 2020

Really a breath of fresh air hearing first hand from someone as beautiful as you that you continue to enjoy living in LA for the right reasons…for yourself! You have obviously had many ups and downs in your life, but you are becoming more self aware and conscious of what matters most to you. Kudos for being true to Morgan! Looking forward to learning more about you! Keep it real and raw! That’s the way we like it! Xoxo

Raluka

April 25, 2020

Hey babe,
Firstly, I love the blog and I love you the way you are. I m from Romania but I live in London and I have been to Miami and its really nice but been to LA for 7 days last year and i think its amazing .. Catch and Beauty and Essex were my fav and also Tao. I been clubbing and yes you can meet so many people and you get so many things offered but I m kinda scared and I also have a safe friend with me while travelling . I think your experience was amazing and I think that you have to go through all the things in life in order to find yourself again. I think that there is no place on earth like LA, and that you have to make the most of it but I think u need to know your limits.. I follow you and I loved everything about you since you were with PP and loved you being soooo glamorous but love to see you chilling at home in this crazy time. In regards to your “friend” yeaahhh good you got rid of her, some people are really dumb and they can appreciate nobodys time and help. And I was laughing by myself while I was reading your drive through LA in your overside top and no underwear when cops stopped you.. :)))) and the way you wrote it: FUCK MY LIFE :)))))) i couldn’t stop laughing… love love love all the post and everything… WELL DONE TO YOU XXXXXXX

Lisa

April 25, 2020

Damn L.A. is sooo fucked up, but in no way a surprise. Thank GOD I live in N.Y.!

Olia

April 25, 2020

Moreeeeeee

Shanay

April 25, 2020

Wow this was so fucking amazing! This is why I love you! Your so raw and transparent😍 your genuine and real bout your shit and not afraid to share with a open heart. I loved this! I felt like I was literally reading a book and so into everything you wrote. Like visuals in my head and some of the stuff you shared I already had an idea who the people were because I’ve been following you for so long. I love you so much! Thank you for this and I’m looking forward to sooo sooo much more

Marell

April 25, 2020

I don’t speak 100% English and I have to fully translate the blog into Spanish! I do it because it is so unique and transparent! also to learn because I admire you too much! It is for several of the things that I have happened and that I want to happen to me too! I congratulate you, you are a real bitch 👑

Valentina

April 25, 2020

Life beats the movie! ✨You really are…something else!🖤

Mana

April 25, 2020

Your honesty has always been a breath of fresh air. Unparalleled.

Alex O

April 25, 2020

You are a WRITER . An absolute amazing one . Loved the blog ❤️

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